This is a Fricken Happy Post! :D

 Yeah thats right HAPPY! Like seriously rainbows, sunshine and all that shit. Okay so my crush from last year moved away  :( but he's coming back!! Like we went out a couple of times and if I wasn't worried about the distant I have a feeling we would have went out. So now I'm 14 pounds lighter then the last time he saw me and I have new motivation to lose more. Really I haven't been this happy, excited, and hopeful in forever. And he is a great guy, he'll stand up for me. I mean he's an ass but he's makes everyone so everyone forgives him. Really I know its stupid to get my hopes up when I haven't even seen him since the middle of summer, but I don't know....I can't help it.