So Christmas Was Kind of a Failure on My Part

I had a good pretty good Christmas, mom slept all day, dad watched tv, my brothers just played video games and I was on the computer. I was fine with this until I realized this was probably our last Christmas here. So I got depressed then I realized how much I'd eaten the last two days and I purged. I've only purged about ten times before this and I don't plan on doing it again. I'm still recovering yesterday was just a bump in the road. A test of my commitment to get better.