Saturday, December 18, 2010

I'm working towards Recovery

Yeah what the title says. And wow is it hard, I mean I broke down and cried yesterday while eating a granola bar that was 120 calories and I didn't even have lunch. I know this is for the best but I hate it, I worry what the scale will say if I eat breakfast or that a snack will lead to a binge. But I need to do this, I'm not happy and the eating disorder wasn't exactly making me Mrs. Sunshine. Before I started restricting I could control my anger but now I snap or cry at the smallest things. My thyroid is at its all time low and my heart is skipping beats. My health is at risk. I need to do this but I'll still try to loose.
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7 comments:

  1. prettydesperateDecember 19, 2010 at 2:51 AM

    good luck beautiful x

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  2. LCDecember 19, 2010 at 5:03 AM

    Best of luck! You can do whatever you set your mind too :].
    xxx

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  3. Lovely BonesDecember 19, 2010 at 10:10 AM

    I enjoy reading your posts. Best of luck to you lady. You can do it!
    xoxoxo

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  4. GraceyJDecember 19, 2010 at 4:11 PM

    oh hun that is aweosme! good luck (: recovery doesnt have to mean putting on heaps of weight , remember that okay ?
    xx

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  5. unbeautifulDecember 19, 2010 at 6:31 PM

    I'm glad to hear you are recovering. Just take it day by day. Recovery is no easy road, but like you said, it's for the best. Good luck!

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  6. cafeballerinaDecember 19, 2010 at 8:19 PM

    good to hear! just try nd eat heathy stay aay from sugars and processed foods...you may lose weight and yet be healthy! :) good luck

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  7. HeavierThanHeavenDecember 22, 2010 at 11:29 PM

    Thanks guys and I really am eating healthier now.

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