This is going to be my Year!

So far this year has royally sucked! I've been to IP, I've recovered then relapsed, started self harming again, and even ended up in the hospital about a few weeks back for a suicide attempt, but things are actually getting better now. I'm more social then I think I've ever been, my grades have improved and my relationship with my parents is mending. Plus my mom is taking me to New Orleans for my 16th birthday, I'm going to see Motley Crue in July and I'm probably going to take some collage class this summer. For the first time in a long time I'm glad I'm alive, glad I didn't die. I'm looking forward to things, not looking critically at myself.