Things realized tonight

• Parents aren't concerned about me cutting just how it reflects on them
• Parents are disappointed I'm not the perfect daughter who can wear short sleeves without people staring at my arms
• Being disrepectful is more of a concern to my parents then me cutting
• I'll never be 100% confortable with physical contact
• I only feel some what pretty with my hair done and full make-up
• I truely dislike my parents