Strange Family isn't Always a Bad Thing.

So yesterday I hung out with my cousins and we went to garage sales. We ended up buying three plastic crosses at a Church garage sale because the preacher gave a dollar to buy something. So we  wrote “You Just Got Saved” on them and throwing them into peoples open car windows. It was crazy haha. Then we somehow ended up at the Virgin Mary shrine and took a bunch of photos there.
After that we picked up our younger cousin, whose family is way to harsh on her, and took her bowling. Note: we all suck at bowling! I did end up winning one game, with the high score of 87. I ended up spending the night in town and we played Sardines, which is hide in go seek except one person hides and once you find them you hide with them. The whole day was great.
Elitches is in 3 days, I'm so excited to see Kayla! I really miss her. My weigh in is tomorrow, I was suppose to be down two pounds, I have a feeling I'm only going to be down one which is frusterating but I did eat like crap so I should just be glad I didn't gain.

Stress is my life.

148 lbs. Gross. Wth? Seriously, I know why I weight that, stress. Why am I stressed? My friends act like they don't even like me. I'm not sure if Keiran likes me and there is one of those dances where the girl has to ask the guy coming up. The last two days I've gone to school and cried and no one has noticed. I'm tired, I hate myself, and my life. This town and my school is going to kill me. I need to talk to someone and no one is here. Fuck I'm crying now....