I Hate Me.

Why must you love me?
Why must you care?
Don't you realize your the only reason I haven't given up.
I hate myself, but you love me.
You make me love me.
But I hate me.
Your too good for me.
You don't know how pathetic I am.
Why didn't you leave when you still could have?
Your so willing to fight for me.
Conviced I'll make it through.
But what if I just give up hope?